Joe Rogan: The Joe Rogan Experience. It's like your body and your brain gets fixated on particular activities and those particular activities occupy your mind so much and then it becomes a detriment to your life. And it's with video games, with sex, it's with porn, it's with gambling, it's with drugs. And that they used to think that they're different things, these things. And obviously drugs have like physical consequences, like heroin and you know, and alcohol. Like alcohol is one of the worst to get off of because when you get off of alcohol, people who are like legitimate alcoholics, they can die.

Nikki Glaser: Oh yeah, called Amy Winehouse. That's how she died.

Joe Rogan: No, bulimia. I don't know if that's...

Nikki Glaser: No one talks about it.

Joe Rogan: Well, let's let's google that. Look it up.

Nikki Glaser: Because her documentary, she was puking her brains out at the end and that can cause cardiac arrest, like that. And so I think, I mean it could have been a mixture of both, but I do think her bulimia had a huge... I listened to fucking her shit so often. She's on my like regular playlist. She's in so much pain you can hear it in her voice. It was such a beautiful voice.

Joe Rogan: It's an interesting voice. Even when she's singing about going to rehab, you know. "Killed by bulimia not drugs," says her brother. Yeah, drink and drugs took their toll but eating disorder fatally weakened Amy. Yeah, dude. How does... some serious shit. What is the... what is the coroner's result though? Did they say... the thing is a brother, yeah.

Nikki Glaser: No, I just think that that gets swept under the table so much, eating disorders, when really that is... And you know, COVID is killing a lot of people with eating disorders too. People that on the other side of that, food addicts who can't stop eating and obesity makes you so much more susceptible to COVID. I mean, I yeah, I think I'd only know that because I've, you know, dabbled in all of those things before and it's terrible. Yeah, I'm a definite addict and I gotta watch it. But this, the sex addict thing, I mean I just think that that's one that's unchecked for so many people.

Joe Rogan: Yeah, and so acceptable.

Nikki Glaser: And porn addiction. I mean, I... I can't get off without watching porn.

Joe Rogan: You can't get off at all without watching porn?

Nikki Glaser: Not even close. I wouldn't even try. If my internet was down... We we had a power outage the other day at my house and it was just like, "Okay, well, that's..." I would be screwed without... I couldn't do it. I mean, I would figure out a way. I think I would manage, but if my... if my toys aren't working and aren't plugged in and if I don't have porn, I'm just not getting off. I've never been someone who can do it manually and with my imagination. It's really a problem because the porn I watch is like not good.

Joe Rogan: What kind?

Nikki Glaser: Joe... Joe... Jojo... Yeah, really. I mean, I got a threat on, like a DM from just some fucking troll a while back that was like, "If I put out a hit on the dark web for you to be gang raped and asked, paid the guys a hundred thousand dollars to do it, I could make that happen and you know someone would accept that." And I was like, "Joke's on you, that's my fantasy." I don't really mean that, please do not do that, but I was also like, "No, that's... I'm not joking." Like that tends to be the stuff that I watch is like really aggressive gang bangs and like women tied up. I... I pay for my porn because I feel so bad what's happening to the women in it. I hope that they are being compensated for it, so I pay like 30 bucks a month for kink.com. I'm watching really fucked up stuff. And I've always been into like being tied up and like I... I'm someone who doesn't feel like I deserve pleasure without like having pain. I always have to have it... I have to punish myself first. And so orgasms are not something that like I feel... I feel it's hard for me to give myself one.

Nikki Glaser: So I feel... I like to be tied up and like forced to have Christmas... Jesus Christ, that's what I... that's what I tend to like. It's like, "You have to do this." And because I'm so... I don't like losing control either. And the orgasm is like the most you can lose control. I'm scared I'm just gonna like shit everywhere or something. Like I'm totally scared of shitting everywhere. I am. Is no one else scared of that?

Joe Rogan: No. When they come?

Nikki Glaser: I don't think... I've never shit everywhere. Or saying something that you regret or like just do... I don't know. I'm terrified of what might happen. That's why I only have sex with people that I like trust so much, so that if I shit on them, they wouldn't... I know that that guy wouldn't hate me, right? And like wouldn't tell people.

Joe Rogan: And that's why you're willing to let them tie you up.

Nikki Glaser: You trust them so much because if they tie me up and I shit... okay. Okay, that's my biggest fear. Yeah, it wasn't my fault. You tied me up. I had no choice. Or, um, yeah, so if if you're forced, then you have... you have, yeah, you then it's not your fault what you did or what you said.

Joe Rogan: So do you ever watch regular porn or is it always like...

Nikki Glaser: No, never. It's always... I go to kink.com, I go to anal, I go to bondage, I go to gangbangs. My problem is I do not like the women to be abused. I don't. But you can't find gangbangs where the woman's being treated nicely. And they're never nice to her. They're always calling her a dumb bitch, they're making her oink like a pig, they have a fucking boot on her head, they spit in her face. And I honestly, Joe, I'm not kidding you, I watch porn with half the screen covered up because I don't like what they do to her head, but I like what they're doing to to the rest of her. I don't like any of that. But I like... I like the idea of gangbangs. I like the idea of a girl being like kind of used and taken advantage of. And I... I do feel guilty about all this because I'm a feminist, obviously. I love women and I want us to feel empowered and I'm so sad for these women, but that's what gets me off.

Nikki Glaser: It just is a slippery slope, dude. It just gets, you know, it... you go from just like slight bondage where a girl's tied up and a guy's maybe like doing some stuff to her with a wand and like fingering her and choking her a little bit and then it's... it's just like seven guys writing "pig" on a girl's head and making her oink and like and spitting on her.

Joe Rogan: You bookmark those?

Nikki Glaser: I mean I have... I have a file. I have an email that I sent to myself. It's called "porn I like" and I just keep sending myself the next... anytime I come from a video, I send it to myself so I can go back and I can also see my... my descent into depravity through the years. I can see where I started and where I'm at and how it happened.

Joe Rogan: How long does this email chain...